I want to talk about, love. It’s my favorite topic ever because it is I think the most fascinating phenomenon known to man. First, I’d like to mention my greatest fear in love and that is to never know love and I don’t mean agape … Continue reading Let’s talk about LOVE
I feel crazy. I am a frantic young lady panicking that that I am on the verge of total and absolute loss of control of my own emotions. 18 years of my life and I have believed in ‘mind over matter’. For me this has … Continue reading CRAZY
The fast pacing beat Hips in synch with the drum Today, everything is made to move so quickly The adrenaline rush is food for the century I revel in the rhythm The music so sweet It fills and overwhelms my very being I am entirely … Continue reading Dancing with my heart
You are perfect. Absolutely Positively Perfect for me. You have the right kind of hair, you talk just the right amount of words and you have adequate strength just for me. You’re a perfect fit. We are the perfect combination. Your imperfections are a reflection … Continue reading PERFECT LOVE (part 1)
Words written, words said Meaningful words or so you say Words meant to make me happy, Still just words; Carried by the wind Drowned by the sea Lifted by the sky, They brought tears to my eyes… Words meant for me alone Yet combusted by … Continue reading WORDS WRITTEN….
The walls were closing in on me. Everything was spinning. That’s what it was like on the outside but on the inside it was much worse. Every liquid or solid I had assimilated earlier on was threatening to come out. I could taste the first hint of saliva on my lips as I crouched on the floor. None of the soothing gestures provided by my hand onto my stomach helped the situation or made it any better. I felt like throwing up and my stomach was eating up any strength I had left.
I had endured this before. That though, was not a consolation. Every time if felt either the same or much more. The striking spasms to my stomach nerves had me clutching my stomach even harder. I was weak and the room I was in kept getting smaller. I needed to get out. I needed air but my state of mind was weakened by my physical liability. The brass tacks there were to get out of there but I couldn’t.
Shouting for help was not an option. Any humane gesture from another human being was something I wasn’t ready to accept. No one could help me; no one could stop this pain. I had to conquer it all on my own. That’s the thing with inner pain- you can’t share it.
With that, I continued to struggle with these demons. To win, I let them possess me until they could no longer get anything out of me and let me be. I stopped fighting. Enduring the pain saved me.
You’re the sun to my shine You’re the sweet to my heart You’re the pump to my kin And the cup to my cake What I’m trying to say is that I am incomplete without you You’re the ice to my cream The pop to … Continue reading How I feel about YOU